37. My thoughts you can't decode...

- I just want someone to hold me when I am at my lowest. -

Recently I have been thinking about everything I did in 2012.
It was like a roller coaster; up and downs non-stop.
I felt a total mix emotions of happy/sad/disappointment.

Sometimes, I just feel like throwing away everything that I have built from scratch.
Pretend that everything didn't happened
So no burn marks, no scars, no telling lies, no pushing people away.

At times I wonder,
What I would be if everything didn't happened?
Would I be happier than I am now?

P.S: Sorry about all the emo/moody posts. I'm just feeling sensitive I guess.