32. A Sincere Love...

Is nothing more than a sin...

Hello! A month just past~ how's the new year? :D

From the previous post: here's some of the photos that I've edited so far

been lazy editing my photos :( there's just so many~~

I'll really try edit all of them soon xD

Pictures will be at the end of the post~ 

my next semester is gonna start soon

my blog is gonna be abandon again 

I wonder when will I blog again once my semester starts haha

btw dad's been thinking to get a Canon DSLR, 550D

I so hope he buys it~~ :D

buying an extra lens for my GF1 is kinda expensive since I have to fork out my own savings to pay for it

but recently my hands are itchy to get a new lens for my baby :(

arrrghhhh!

oh oh! and Ipad 3 is coming out March, but I'm not really sure..

mom's gonna kill me if I say I want to buy it LOL

not only mom, my brother too haha

ohhowiwishmoneydropsfromthesky~

Pictures:

31. Tranquillity...

- Photography is like a drug that keep my emotions at peace... -

I'm back in Malaysia! :D
had a great bonding time with my dear brother~
and Congrats to him graduating from ANU
:)

:3 happy boy~

**P.S: Post without photos... cause I am still editing it; I'm becoming lifeless~~ T.T **

btw Sydney was awesome and tiring at the same time
cause we kinda walk from the central bus station to our hotel
and after settling down in our hotel, we walked AGAIN :( around the city
visited Queen Victoria Mall, it was beautiful! :)
and while we were walking to the mall, there were so many old buildings that was used as shopping complexes.
I was the happiest girl in the Sydney when I saw all those buildings but I wasn't familiar with the DSLR
and I took crappy photos.. = = like wth... ISO, aperture, brightness, etc and the people.. giving me problems.
I sad :( really feel like wanna go back and retake..
we visited Chinatown too~ so ngam we went on Friday got pasar malam~
stuff there was so cheap yet so expensive once it is converted to MYR :/

since Christmas and Boxing Day was near, everywhere was having SALE
dollar to dollar, it's so cheap T.T, can cry.. want to buy but can't, ishhhh!
Gucci, Prada, Chanel, CK, branded stuff for like 50 AUD?
that's cheap, if you dont convert it la lol
unfortunately, Beats Headphones by Dr. Drake was still too expensive to buy :(
oh! and during the time we went, the shops didn't close as early as the shops in Canberra...
could be due to Christmas :D
Inu and I walked around the city at 11pm and there's still shops open; not bad not bad xD

there's like a lot of Asians in Sydney..
everywhere i went, eat or just on the streets, they are everywhere xD
oh and there's ChaTime too! lol
every street or mall, there's a ChaTime outlet
while walking to Chinatown, I think I saw 4 - 5 outlets O_o
haha saw a Taiwanese dessert shop that looks like Snowflake too

My mind wasn't preoccupied as much as before
could be due to the tiredness of a very pack schedule we have during our stay..
Inu kept bringing me out sight seeing, haha like a small kid~
and doing something I like, kinda calm me down
thanks to Inu's DSLR, the distraction that I really need at that moment...

I still second guess myself about my decisions even after I calmed down..
but you know what? screw it!
I'm young though2012iscomingandwearescrewed, I make mistakes
I learn or dont from my past mistakes
but that's just life I guess, I'm not perfect
I'm sure itlltakeahellofalongtimeformetorecover but...
I'm tired of thinking already... not my style
I feel I became older thinking so much, not good! LOL

30. Greetings from Canberra, Australia

Yup.. I'm currently in Canberra, Australia spending time with my brother here after his graduation in ANU. The scenery and the environment here is great just that the shopping mall closes at 5 or 6pm, Aussie time. :/ super early wehhhh~~ no night life :/

And I'm not used to the weather here :( making me inactive due to the cold weather T.T I should be hibernating xD
And I gained back the weight that I loss during my exam period! Damn! Food here is just so damn awesome :( can't stop munching @.@ oh and I kinda think I got tan due to the sunburn T.T imagine im going sydney on the 23rd and it's gonna be blazing hot there..:/ sigh~ go back must "bai" (fair) back weh~ after my Inu don't want me xD haha

My mind has been occupied these past few days.. with stuff questioning about my decisions.. Since there is no distractions here * yes, I tend to avoid stuffs that don't wanna think about*, it somehow forced me to think about it.. And it sucks like literally..

I'm not a person who thinks so much about a situation or about anything.. I go with the flow... So now I'm thinking.. Why am I so worked up about it? Why don't I just go with the flow of the situation and solve it along the way..? Easy right? But somehow it's not..

Maybe cause my decisions that I choose now, might affect me.. Choosing the wrong decision, shows that I didn't learn my mistakes in the past.. It'll be just the same. Hmmm...
The temptation.. To do wrong feel so right at times..

Is it worth it?
You tell me..
Because I'm lost in my thoughts..