21. Pain...

Pain is such a hurtful emotion..

it took me a day to think of what to write...
words... sentences.. put nicely in to an so-called message
so that I wont hurt anyone's feelings

Honestly...
some things are meant to be kept, lock up and stash away in the abyss..
not for your talking... your excuses or your jokes...
do not cross the line... This is MY privacy..
I am not mad, angry or whatsoever...
it is just PAINFUL...
hello! Have you ever felt the pain before?
I bet you did...
may it be from people hurting your feelings,
someone knowing a secret you try to hard to keep..
or someone who lied to you straight to your face even though you know the truth
so WHY do it the same to others?
just cause you felt the pain.. the hurt..
Don't inflict it to others who didn't lay a finger on you...

Sigh... if you could just understand how I would feel..